life is so hard

Day two of the quitting smoking in preparation to run through the zoo. it's not fun. everything so much more difficult.  I had to retie my shoelaces before leaving the house today and i almost threw them against the wall in a bout of frustration. Luckily, I was just able to put them down and go calm myself down, but still, irrational rage appearing at every corner.  I'm going camping at a festival this weekend so I won't be doing much running, but the most important thing for me to do to prepare to this run is to let go of the fucking smoking.